Yo I spent 45kr yesterday, which is enough for 3 drinks. Somehow I managed to throw back 9 drinks and 3 or 4 shots…
| Brother: | So how do you feel about your life being over now that you're done with IB? |
Everyone has those people they’re friends with at parties but not in school.
There’s a girl on the bus who I’m oddly attracted to… She’s not the kind of girl I’d usually be attracted to, but she’s so very captivating and I find it hard to take my eyes off her.
Seeing a group of 12 year old boys skipping around with a crate of beer worries me.
The urge to run away. That wins over the want to go to something you’ve looked forward to for weeks.
I won’t let him move away. To the other side of the earth. Away from me. That’s not fair. I have never in my life been so afraid of losing someone. I hate feelings and relationships and loving someone because it makes you so vulnerable and you get so easily hurt and I do not deserve that. I know I’m only 17, but that doesn’t mean I can’t love him, or want to spend a least a part of my life with him.
